New Year, OLD Me ;)
Hello old friend! Wow. It's been a while. We are still in a pandemic; 2 years and sadly still counting. I am still working from home. But it has gotten a little less lonely - my boyfriend got a better job, and he now works from home! I gotta say it makes the work day a little more fun, a little more relaxed, a little more lively. I've been going to therapy for a year now. It's nice to have someone to talk to, an unbiased opinion on your life. She gave me coping skills. We would talk about what was bothering me, all the intrusive thoughts i had stored up in my head that would fall to focus like a dead leaf in the fall, swaying in the breeze from tree to ground. All this talking and this money i am paying, to go home and have a panic attack the next day. For example, since working from home, i would start cleaning when work was slow. Nothing crazy, tidy up here, tidy up there; get me out of my chair and moving around. As the year went on, i became obsessed over it. Every cha...