Match Their Energy
As i sit her thinking about how the year has gone so far, my brain prioritizes negative experiences over the positive ones. I was in a weird depression for a few months. Some days i'd feel like i'd beaten it or "snapped out of it". But the next day i felt it again ..and the next day .. and the next day. My little brother had to have heart surgery and that might have been what i was subconsciously shoving down and trying to ignore any feelings attached; it might have been the basis of my depression. It took me a while to figure out what was going on, and during that time some friendships took a hit, which made me feel even more depressed. I wasnt doing anything to hurt anyone, i just kinda closed off and didnt talk to anyone, and people took that personally. I wished they'd asked me or checked on me; i really only had a couple people to lean on. But with all that going on, i was holding it together through wedding activities, prepping for my best friend to get marr...