Snowed In Con't..

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Friday: This is day one of loneliness. I'm bored out of my mind. Needless to say my ADHD is kicking in, and will be kicking in until my friends get here and school starts. To round off the day, here is a list of things I've accomplished:

-watched the Penguins of Madagascar
-watched Joy
-watched some episodes of of shows on Comedy Central
-created a professional profile for internships/future jobs
-applied to another internship
-ran to the store to pick a couple more food items
-got to know my new RA a little bit
-read a little of my current read: The Art of Intrusion (a cyber security book)
-fell asleep watching reruns of Friends

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